I can't come up with a solid description for this post.
Wow. This has been a really, really wild ride. First of all, I'd like to thank everyone who has followed me and who reads my site. I hope that my content is interesting enough for you! If, by a very improbable chance, someone was waiting for an update, or felt upset that I went missing, I apologize.
I left the site over a year ago because I was in a really bad headspace. I was feeling down like never before and was barely on my feet. The last sentence I typed in my last post was more for myself than anyone else.
Since then, so much has changed. I am a completely different person from who I was when I made my last post, and it feels really nice to admit it. The bad actors responsible for the bad things that happened are now gone. Granted, after everything, I picked up some really bad habits, but you know how it goes: "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger".
Why am I back? Why am I typing all of this out? Well, its currently midnight where I live, and I can't sleep, so I figured I should get something to do. I wanted to program a little, but didn't know what, and then I recalled that I had this little site. Basically I wanna get back to doing small code experiments, and ranting into the void every now and then. If you want to read this, be my guest.
Additionally, I'd like to say something important. If you are feeling down, just remember: no matter how far you fall, no matter how bad you feel, no matter if you find yourself lower than at the bottom of the barrell, it will get better. Its worth going on. You're the architect of your own success, and as long as you keep moving, keep kicking and keep punching life back in the face you'll make it out. I believe in you! And if you ever want support or need someone to talk to, don't be afraid to reach out.
Thanks for reading! I hope that you find enough strength to go on. I know you'll make it! <3